Today I am lonely.
Today I miss my family and friends.
Today it is raining.
Today I am sleepy.
Today I am half cranky.
Today I am doubting my decision to live in this tiny town.
Today I am craving the community I moved away from.
Today I am wanting more.
Today I feel useless.
Today I am afraid of my future.
Today I am feeling unworthy.
Today I feel like crying.
Today I want to leave.
Today I want my old life.
Today I am having a hard to seeing the good in this town.
Today I want to go home.
Today I felt the old Tiffany slipping back into my mind.
So today I picked up my bible, opened my journal and poured out my heart.
Today I feel to my knees.
Today I asked for forgiveness.
Today I asked for help to see the good.
Today I asked for help to see his promises
Today I prayed that my eyes would be opened.
Today I prayed that the veil covering my eyes be torn to bits.
Today I broke, but was pieced back together again.
Today I felt his grace and mercy.
Today I was able to see some light.
Today I was able to enjoy and rejoice in the small things.
Today I was able to see his providence.
Today I was able to ride myself of me long enough to gain a bit of perspective.
Today I was able to see what God has for me.
Today I was able to see what I need to strive for.
What have you done today?
thinking of you Tiffany. So many changes all at once, but you know you are never alone. He is always with you.
ReplyDeleteLove u sis. And u r amazing person in side n out. I only wish I could be and do half of the remarabul person u have become u r my role model, wish I could of been a better one for u through our life but it looks like our mother n father did a wonderful job :)
ReplyDeletethanks for sharing this.
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